For the first time.
It was a bluegrass band I didn't know.
And I couldn't have been more nervous.
I was not expecting to run a board when I went out tonight.
But the guy I've been shadowing offered and I said yes.
Also, I helped throw a drunk guy out of a bar.
Next time, I'm just going to find drunk guy's friend and tell him what he needs to do.
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Thank you to everyone who encouraged me to do something with music.
This will work out.
Even when I die frustrated and sad.
It will be beautiful.