I'm going to have to get used to this. And it's gonna require many changes of scenery and many new things to replace the old things. I'm going to have to do the "from the inside out" thing.
It's all very scary and a lot of depressing, hopeless moments. What's happy about breaking up? Nothing. But I would like to get out of here like I never have before. I wanna leave America today. I repeat this to myself while walking through Montgomery Mall. I wanna leave today.