I read “the way i feel when i call him my boyfriend and then realize he isn't, i taste wasabi in the back of my throat.” from her livejournal and my heart feels different. To use words: healthier, stronger and better.
But I hope we take care of each other now. As friends who are so deeply in love with each other do.
(We went out for nine months. And we've been good friends for maybe five years. <sigh> I need to be with God now, more than ever.)