Few people hear what I hear in music.
That's the best explanation for everything I've experienced up to now.
I don't know why this didn't occur to me previously.
Yeah, I'm spending hours each day banging out theory and feeling on a piano.
I ordered a metronome. I'm devouring jazz piano lessons.
I am developing my own technique because computers don't have enough heart in their cold, whirring bodies.
Exposition, development, recapitulation.
Point, line, area.
A B ABABAB
So it begins, again.
You ever get the feeling you've already lived this life a few times?