Nate Bunnyfield (natebunnyfield) wrote,
Nate Bunnyfield

I just back from the HSU electronic music club.
Of note was a geek named Jeff, another pretty geeky guy and a drummer.

Like a kid on the first day of school, I brought my casio keyboard and little battery-powered amp. But tonight was destined to be a simple disorganized introduction and social. In other words, nothing musical was explored.

So I can't make up my mind if I'm going to commit to this group.

I'll try to work with them, see how it goes. But what I would like more is to find someone (singular) to move in and work with. Music is just too personal to me and I need to learn how to let a little of that go. That is such a hard thing to even consider doing. I am so fucking scared.

I need to figure out how to perform for myself.
I mean, I need to work around the psychological hangups.
I am Mr. Psychological Hangups.

Okay, after whining like that, it's fucking on now.
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