Of note was a geek named Jeff, another pretty geeky guy and a drummer.
Like a kid on the first day of school, I brought my casio keyboard and little battery-powered amp. But tonight was destined to be a simple disorganized introduction and social. In other words, nothing musical was explored.
So I can't make up my mind if I'm going to commit to this group.
I'll try to work with them, see how it goes. But what I would like more is to find someone (singular) to move in and work with. Music is just too personal to me and I need to learn how to let a little of that go. That is such a hard thing to even consider doing. I am so fucking scared.
I need to figure out how to perform for myself.
I mean, I need to work around the psychological hangups.
I am Mr. Psychological Hangups.
Okay, after whining like that, it's fucking on now.