For me, it's easy to forget the things that keep me alive. To lose my edge and drive. And slack off from my discipline and revert to all my bad habits. But then I meditate and I remember that I do it all for you and the rest of the invisible audience.
Bleah. That was certainly pretentious. Stupid tone always sounds better when I just talk casually.
I forget why I do this sometimes. But then I remember and I'm glad I didn't give up.