but here i am. again.
and i will transform my being.
as much as possible, given the circumstances of my existence.00
i think it shows i've been reading too much kaballah texts.
oh! and i finally saw cex/rjyan live, after missing in both the Chesapeake and SF Bay Areas.
he was really good, in fact, the whole trip to oakland with Athena was great.
we suprised her mom and next oldest brother
had a nice dinner at chili's in walnut creek, ca (of open source cd fame, at least to me)
and now i had to shut off my brother's internet service
because my dad doesn't seem to want to continue supporting me if i'm not in a real college or something
yeh, more than ever time to get a job.. which is hard when your whole house isn't exactly career minded.
which is where i'd prefer to be sometimes.
my blood sugar is so low.
back to the tree of life...
