I have very little will for seeing this whole fasting thing till it's end.
But I haven't given up yet, I didn't last year or the year before that.
And I have been in the worst moods I have ever been in these past few weekdays.
I hate getting up for a job I don't enjoy doing.
And I'm kicking things and crying and just in an all around awful, awful mood.
Fuck everything, really. Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me...