being back has been unsettling
there is this menacing dark cloud of a problem that i either ignore or just stare towards.
my family is split down the middle
and of course i wonder if everything is going to be all right
all my life i wanted my parents to split up
and know that they have
i want to make sure i am doing everytihng i can for them and my brother.
but they don't really need me like that
and so now that i've figured that out for myself..
i can see that i'm trying to remake what my relationship with athena was when i left
recreating it here with all my friends
proof that i am crazy and ______.
oh, and a lot of peoples are leaving before new years
so what are you doing for new years then ?