Nate Bunnyfield (natebunnyfield) wrote,
Nate Bunnyfield
natebunnyfield

The problem is a simple one: I don't want to learn.


“Fear of change?”
I can't really say.


I do all of my work between the hours of 10pm and 8am.

Always have, and I always thought I would continue this bizarre work schedule until it killed me.

But now, my boss says no more flex-time which means no more nocturnal schedule, which means change.


“Fear of change?”
Well, I guess so.


There's a good reason all my livejournal entries are in the middle of the day. I don't work at work. I work at home.

And now, I have to adapt.
I don't want adapt.
I need to let go.
I don't want to let go.

It's not that I feel that my daily and nightly routines (or lack of) is a indivisible part of my personality. . .

I just don't know what to do without "her".

And I really, really have less of a clue than you might be thinking.


“Fear of change?”
Actually, it's more of a deeply set terror.

 
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