Being a guy, I get on the offensive when I feel hurt. And right now, I am really pissed.
I am so mad at myself.
Yesterday, I was on cloud nine. Today, I am angry and miserable.
So mad, I want to break things. To let people know I'm mad and I hate myself. A failure at being myself. The untalented front guy for The Fuckups.
“Why am I whining so much?”
Because I don't know what else to do.