or maybe it's a kind of hope.
that at some otherwise unremarkable moment,
while i am searchboxing and scouring my way through the huge yard sale that is ebay.
i will find my (true) voice in the search results.
just needed to take out the hyphen between sh and 101...
and i'll forget about the burnt cds, scuffed up cameras and worn-once-underwear.
i'll forget everything..
and hopefully i won't be outbid.